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Well, this is indeed the closest section of the site I thought i could speak of this in..

Well, at the risk of being completely humiliated and scorned or being thought as just seeking attention, I can only say I will post it with all honesty and what comes of it will be.

Eric, my boyfriend and I were talking about different sexual methods and interests, and so in that time I decided I was going to tell him about a ''fantasy'' if you will, one that I have had for a very long time.
But I also told him that it embarassed me somewhat.

So I never did get to say what it was. His response to me when I told him my hesitation to tell him was that he does not want me to feel uncomfortable and that I do not have to say it if I do not wish to do so.

But..the reason why I brought it up in the first place was BECAUSE I wanted to tell him!
He was being so nice and everything, and of course I appreciate it..but how am I suppose to tell him that I was not feeling uncomfortable about saying what it was? Just a bit shy. I gave the complete wrong impression. And he just left it at that..

What the hell am I supposed to do now..? I have no idea why, but it keeps on bothering me..any suggestions?