[The Graceful Assassin]

I just thought it would be cool to talk about our dreams here and try to interpret them.

I have one on my mind that bugs me a lot and I don't want it to disturb anyone so you don't have to read the next paragraph.

I have these recurring similar dreams, I guess nightmares, where I find out there is no God or afterlife. It happens in different places, like one happened when I was in a hospital and I found out I had a life threatening disease. The doctor told me I needed an operation that I would have a 50% chance of living and the last thing I remember is being on the table, passing out as they put me to sleep for surgery. Another one I had recently is I guess I was a soldier and I was dieing in war in front of a grave with a picture of someone in front of me. I don't know how, I just "Knew" there was no God. And then at those points in the dream I get a taste of "non-existence" which is the best way I can put it. I guess it's scary and peaceful at the same time, but a lot more unsettling.

After that I usually wake up sick to my stomach and sweaty all over

But I don't want people all sad or freaked out so you guys can talk about your dreams too.