A little bit sad - Page 2 - Final Fantasy Net

VITG · #11 01-10-2008, 12:33 AM

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Originally Posted by Snaggle_Tongue

Actually.. I have been through something similar myself.
*laughs*
It seems silly, really. But... To me, it really wasn't.

From around this time last year until may/june this year I was in a relationship with somebody who.... well, he's really not good for anyone, let alone me.

Well..

He used to punish me "just because" or "just in case". He said sorry, of course. And I accepted it every time. Of course.

There was this one time he decided that, because I had seen a friend of mine I used to date, he'd have sex with one of his exes and record it. And send it to me.

Well.. about a month after I left him, I still wasn't really recovering. And on the tv.. Some movie with sarah bullock. A kid fucked the girl his best friend fancied and recorded it, and sent him it - to show him that she was no good. It got me really upset.

And then I cut off my hair. Yeah.. it seemed a good idea at the time, but it was my own personal bit of rebellion. The only reason I -hadn't- cut it a long time ago was because -he- didn't want me to. So I did.

Funnily enough, I was talking about this yesterday. I can't remember why... huh. Well, I'm not going to list the many side-effects of everything, but some of my favourite songs take me back to memories of him and things he did/said. It sucks. There was one song that, after I broke up with him (eventually) practically caused a breakdown. Bleh...

rant over.

Trin is a cunt, why you still talk to him I have no idea.

NeoFighter5 · #12 01-10-2008, 02:00 AM

man. . .reading all of this makes me feel useless cuz i dont know how to help. . .i dont know how bad some of you might feel, cuz yeah only the one who goes through the experience can ever know how horrible it is, but i dont think i have ever been throught something similiar. . .again i feel useless. . .
however, yeah keep in mind that everything we do and have done in the past are part of who we are and cant do anything to change them. . .

i dont think it helps, but i always here this from ppl close to me:
"only thing wrong with falling(cuz were all humans, so its impossible not to fall now and then) is not being able to get back up"
. . .gotta keep in mind that the only way to go is forward. . .memories will always stay with us cuz they are part of us. . .

again, i know im not being too helpful

. . .just remember that you can count with us here!

. . .cuz a tough face wont solve the wounds of the soul. . .those need time and careful nursing, as well a lot of affection/love to heal. . .

and now that were discussing personal stuff. . . .how can i finally manage to trap firesnake?. . .honestly, it ridiculous that i cant beat someone younger than me. . .thats simply ilogical. . .

muffins any one?

Miss Lockheart · #13 01-10-2008, 07:46 AM

You don't have to feel useless NeoFighter5, in fact you talk a lot of sense and that helps no matter what the individual situation is. And not everyone has to go through a hard time to be considered wiser or more human, that would mean we would have to make those situations for ourselves just to feel worthy. It's nice to hear someone with a good philosophy regardless of that. Oh, and muffins always help of course

As for trapping Firesnake- I've had a shot at it, it's pretty much impossible, the guy's a genius and I'm much older too

I always say if you can't beat em...join em!!

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Originally Posted by VITG

Trin is a cunt, why you still talk to him I have no idea.

Ehmm, couldn't have said it better myself?

NeoFighter5 · #14 01-10-2008, 04:33 PM

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Originally Posted by Miss Lockheart

You don't have to feel useless NeoFighter5, in fact you talk a lot of sense and that helps no matter what the individual situation is. And not everyone has to go through a hard time to be considered wiser or more human, that would mean we would have to make those situations for ourselves just to feel worthy. It's nice to hear someone with a good philosophy regardless of that. Oh, and muffins always help of course

As for trapping Firesnake- I've had a shot at it, it's pretty much impossible, the guy's a genius and I'm much older too

I always say if you can't beat em...join em!!

Ehmm, couldn't have said it better myself?

join him?. . . .NEVER!!!!. . . .he's my enemie now. . .i will try again some day to outsmart him. . .
good to hear i didnt just post trash. . .good thing too, cuz i dont like those smilies in my post. . .just dont like smilies period. . .oh well. . .
firesnake. . .if your reading this, i will get you!. . . .teleportation. . .bah. . .i'll cover that next time. . .i've dealt w/ insane ppl before. . . .

Miss Lockheart · #15 01-11-2008, 08:04 AM

Blub, Jonny broke Cerberus from my Vincent figure, he snapped the charm off. I need help....

MidgarFanatic · #16 01-11-2008, 08:07 AM

*gasp* Try using just a little dab of super glue... and then put it on a shelf, a high shelf, out of reach. Playarts action figures are for looking at, not playing with.

Miss Lockheart · #17 01-11-2008, 09:37 AM

I know, it was my own fault for putting it on my PC desk next to the monitor. For a long time he would just look at it and say "Ficen!! Ficen!!" (I love baby language!!) so I was lulled into a false sense of security. To be honest I thought he would be too scared to touch it!! But alas, Jonny had his eye on the gun all the time. He even came to find me so he could point the gun at me and go "bang bang", then I noticed that he;d broke the charm off trying to get the gun out of "Ficen"'s hand

I haven't punished him for it, I didn't even bother getting mad over it because he's just little and curious, and it was my fault. But yeah, it's given me a reaon to buy some shelves for my room

NeoFighter5 · #18 01-11-2008, 07:41 PM

ouch, that sucks. . .THAT i really cant help with. . .

Miss Lockheart · #19 01-11-2008, 08:02 PM

Nah, it's ok. Babies are babies, it can't be helped at all!!

*sigh* I am going to miss his madcap days when they are over, and he gets to infant school, kids always get really serious and want to learn in those first years of infant school. I think he'll still have fun, but not in a crazy "I want to run around squealing and draw on everything with crayon" way.

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NeoFighter5 · #20 01-11-2008, 08:10 PM

i heard you really only enjoy chieldren when they are like, less than 3 or 4. . .at least thats what i heard from my parents and uncles(one of them has 6 sons/daughters, other two have like 7 each. . .so i suppose they know what they are talking about . . .). . . ..

prepare for the challenge that is raising a teenager. . .those are the make or brake years. . .