So, apparently I should top myself.(Rude words!)

[Snaggle_Tongue]

I'm not going to deny it, I really dislike your personality. I tend to put up with such silly little things though and get on with life. I'm a very civil person and I don't just hate people over meaningless things such as personality. I know plenty of annoying people who most of the time I wished I could just backhand across the face, but of course I avoid doing so because I like to keep the peace between people. I mean... it's not like I have to be friends with you, I don't have to be around you, so it is easy to ignore. You're just some random girl on the internet I really couldn't give a fuck about....

Oh fuck it...

I actually I have no idea as to what I really want to say to you. Very simple. I hate you. You've destroyed me, the little confidence I had, you destroyed it all. You took away the only person I ever loved. You pushed me out of my favourite forums, you took away all my friends. You replaced me, you selfish little bitch. I lost the people I cared about all because of you.
To be honest right now I wished you'd fucking jump off a bridge. I hate you so much. Hell, I'd be the one to push you. I really fucking hate you. You don't deserve to live. Do you get a kick out of knowing you've killed someone?
I hate you.

Okay, so I get this in my inbox about an hour ago.
Now, this isn't something I get every day. So, naturally, I'm quite angered. I mean, how did I cause this? The forum she is referring to is Chugworth, a forum of which RAGNAROCK is also a member.
After Gareth basically beat it out of me what she had written, this was his reply:

Gareth says:
this is the stuff i've been trying to get from her mind. She she's you as some perfect replacment for her and that everyone prefers you and that she couldn't stay on chuggy because how perfect you were was in her face the whole time =/

I'm not perfect! I'm not trying to replace her!
Not everyone prefers me.
Lordy.
I mean, and stealing the only person she ever loved?
I didn't steal Gareth from her. She's saying this because he outrightly refused to drop all contact with me. Woopdy do.
And her friends? She's not lost them because of me! They drifted from her because she acts like a total TWAT! I mean, seriously. She comes onto the chatroom and offends all her "friends" then goes off, sulks, and does it again.
Yes, totally my fault.
ARGH!
OMFG. I jusut cannot put all of this into words.
Feel free to make funny comments about me being a tard, please =P

[Alex]

"Feel free to make funny comments about me being a tard, please =P"

Think there are probably stronger contenders for the term tard than you, dear heart!

If she's wanting you to die over something someone said or did on the Internet her head wants looking at!

[Snaggle_Tongue]

Rah.

[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
Hmm, I'd rather talk here right now. Writing emails, that in the end I regret, then sitting around either waiting for an answer or trying to think of a new email tends to stress me out.
Kit - You can get anything you want at Alice's Restaurant says:
I've read your email a few times. There's really no way I could reply to that. How could you say I pushed you from chugworth? Or any of that stuff?
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
Because it's how I feel. It's my own fault for being so weak, but you really destroyed everything I had.
It took me years to really be friends with Gareth, took me so long. You suddenly waltzed in a became best friends. I remember PMing Saul when he first joined Chugworth and tried to be friends, but nothing ever developed untill recently. When you joined you became instant friends.
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
Such tiny things but...
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
You know
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
I tried so hard to even have my name known on Chugworth
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
and you joined and got instant popularity.
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
Everyone loved you.
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
I can't help but envy it.
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
Anyone I had made friends with, all of a sudden dissapeared.
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
I only speak to the people from Chugworth... who have pretty much left.
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
the only reason why they're still friends with me, is because they don't seem to be anywhere near you.
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
I would have wrote the email a little more politely, but I was suddenly got wrapped up in rage and I wanted to get straight to the point.
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
He became really attached to you.
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
Sopposably you were there for him at the right time.
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
And now you've got a sdtronger relationship.
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
You've known each other for a few months.
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
I really hate it :\
Kit - You can get anything you want at Alice's Restaurant says:
..I become attatched to people easily. I'm fairly reckless in relationships, it's a long story. And, apparently people like me easily. I don't know why. Honestly I don't know why people like me at all - but that's a biased opinion. But when it comes to saul and gareth, it's more than one of my small attatchments. i really honestly care deeply for them both.
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
I know. And they feel the same about you. I'll be honest it really hurts.
[ Shiva Andvari ] says:
Basically Gareth has just pushed me asside because you appeared

So, this is how she sees it...
He didn't push her aside. He still cares deeply for her. All of them do o-o;

[Tidus2791]

Alex is right if she's taking this way to far and she definatly needs her head checked
I've been on this forum a while and i found that your quite a nice person

[Argo]

I agree with Tidus2791...Something is defenetly wrong with that chick.

[Kefka]

Somethings really wrong with her. You join a forum and she gets pushed aside from being the main attraction then she asks you to top yourself? I think she took that relationship just a little too seriously. She need's to get out more.

[Snaggle_Tongue]

no, I've been in the forum since november...
She was never the main attraction, but lots of people knew and liked her.
She's explained a lot of stuff.
It's coo'
We're buddies now, strangely enough o-O;

Edit: i realised how odd that was.
it's hard to explain.
i ended up explaining things to her, and her to me. then we realised how much we had in common. we're cool. Lol

[Kefka]

Originally Posted by Snaggle_Tongue

We're buddies now, strangely enough o-O;

Yeah, that is strange. =P
How did you become friends again?

[Snaggle_Tongue]

I editied the post lol, just now XD

[Cushy]

if she told you to jump off a bridge be considerd as topping yourself up her to top yourself if OD'in not jumping off a bridge

anyway to the point who's upsetting my bo bo kitty fu*k ill take care of it i can make it look like a acedent you know the kind where they "fall" down the stairs with 15 bullete wounds and a knife in the cheast